Love letters to God I

 DEAR GOD,

Good Morning. How have you been?  It’s been a while since I wrote you a letter.  I have been busy with work, masters, and life in general.  You know how it is, the hustle. You got to hustle to make bread and to survive.  Also the last couple of weeks I have been kinda taking a break from our relationship.

I have been feeling kinda distant.  I felt like you weren’t feeling me.  Everything seemed to just be going wrong and I felt like I couldn’t talk to you.  God I know you love me.  You have shown me over and over again. Thank you for the sun that you send to brighten my day every day.  I love it.  I love the rain that you send to cool me down after a hot spell.  Thanks for the flowers that you make bloom that brighten my life.  Thank you for all the love songs that the birds sing to me every morning.  Thank you for thinking of me every day and sending things to make me smile.

I think we just hit a rocky patch.  I had unrealistic expectations.  Sometimes I want things and I want them now.  And I expect you to provide them in a snap.  But God your wiser then me.  You know what I need and don’t need and when I need it.  Sorry if sometimes I act like a gold digger, like I am only in it for what I can get from you.  I am sorry if I act ungrateful many times for what you have done for me.

I do love you God.  You know that.  It’s just sometimes my emotions lead me astray.  Sometimes I feel depressed, I feel like you don’t love me, like you don’t care what’s going on with me.  I know that’s not true but sometimes I feel like that.  Thank you for your love letter to me, the Bible.  When I feel like you are so distant I read parts of it and I am comforted that you love me so much.

Thank you for everything you do for me.  The very fact that I am alive, I thank you for that.  Thank you for your protection over my family and loved ones.  Thank you for my job.  Thank you for my continuing education.  Thank you for my health.  Thank you for everything that I have all my blessings.  Thank you for loving me so much you sent your only son to die for me.

Have a great day.  I love you.

Yours faithfully.

Rayhab