Saturday, October 17, 2009


It seemed like a good idea at the time,
but when I had to remove my top and bra I got shy.
He was looking at me, a patient look in his eyes,
so I lay down on the bed and tried to relax
trying not to think of what was to come.
I wish I could say he was gentle
but no, he squeezed my breasts like they were lemons
and he was looking for juice!!!
Then he told me you should do this more often,
i looked at him with an incredulous look.
Then it was all over,
my breast check was done,
good news, no lumps found,
bad news, i felt violated.


I like you,
actually I love you.
You bring out my best side.
Make me laugh.
When I need someone your there.
Theres no one I depend on more then you.
I can call u anytime I need you and you rush to my side.
So when you tell me you love me
and want to be my man, my heart's breaks.
I love you, yes
but just as my best friend.
My heart belongs to someone else.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Rat race - with a light touch

Whoever said life was a rat race knew what was going on in my life.
I envy the free rats that are in the wild
because I feel like one in a cage
in a wheel trying 2 keep those wheels moving
taking a break 2 eat something
then back 2 the wheel 2 keep it moving.
feel like an in a circus jumping through hoops of fire 2 make my boss money
yet at the end of the day all i get is peanuts.
feel like am always trying 2 swim away from the sewer,
the stink, the rot in my life,
but am not strong enough,
Because the currents keep pulling me back in.
Feel like am an experiment in the lab
with scientists observing seeing how much can she take of stress, pain,
going round in circles
ending up at the same place no matter which way i turn
then theres the predators the cats just waiting 4 me 2 step out of the cage
and damn if i ain't in danger
its a man eat man society
and i guess theres no honor amongst predators
then theres this guy who writes the book who moved my cheese
about sum clever mice who get their cheese n eat it
then i wonder whats a rat to do to get some respect around here.